I keep telling myself I shouldn’t let it bother me… I keep telling myself I shouldn’t let it bother me. I saw something today, just mere 4 days after I posted something - they also posted something, to the exact same tune. I don’t understand people, hence my loathing for people and - after 20 something years… for one of the first times, I said nothing to anyone to would react to it. Meaning I did complain to someone, but this person just let me bitch about it. They didn’t react or inform anyone in their life. Just let me vent. And while I can see how desperately stupid they now look, me keeping quiet on the whole thing I guess just let’s everyone know I’m unphased by their antics.
In other news… we’ll be leaving here in a few weeks to go on vacation. I have decided to boot up the backup IPad I have and take that - complete with an Apple Pencil (1st gen) and keyboard so it’ll be just like a laptop, allow me to draw, digital journal, update anything any anything else whilst keeping my IPad Air here, safe and sound. This Ipad while older - does a good job and is still getting updates so its not obsolete yet. So I’ll be taking that.
I just wish I knew how to handle insecure people better. Maybe in a way, I know and realize my own insecurities, but I don’t go around doing something just because somebody else did it. And maybe it wouldn’t bother me so much but right after I said something… you have to do it too? Seriously?
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